#008 - DECEMBER.
Stepping into the last month of this year. The last repeat of 3 numbers we going to see. 12.12.12 <3
Life have been ups and downs for the whole fruitful year. Mainly happy days i guess? School's been a bitch. Facing my last lap right now, right here at internship. For the remaining 9 weeks over here, I'm going to endure and try my very best :) I WANNA GRADUATE!
PASSION VS REALITY
Honestly speaking, i still does not have much ideas on what i wanna do after my grad. People around me knows that since the start of my poly life, i never intended to further study in Uni. But reality being the reality, CERT is what everybody gonna look for in the near future. Totally in dilemma of what i wants. I still hold that dream to be a teacher since i was 6. 14 years later, i still have the wish to. Perhaps be a kindergarten teacher or even a childcare teacher. I dun mind. I just love be with small kids, playing around and nurture them. I call this PASSION. BUT here comes the problem, how far or rather how much can i earn when time goes by? This world been so realistic, without money, you are nothing, unless you have a rich husband then dun mention la. In order to fit in the society with the rest, i need to study. Which aspect? Still thinking. Whichever way i'm going, DEFINITELY NO IT ANYMORE. IT are just not my cup of tea. We have no chemistry at all. I dun hate them, we just cant get in love with each other.
QUALITY VS QUANTITY
Over the past 300 over days, have you met new friends? I do. Its always like this, people come and people go. Those who stayed are the ones that are worth your time. I'm used to people leaving so yeah. I dun need many friends to keep myself busy. I just need those who are real to stay with me for the good and the bad. I'm truly glad i have great friends around me. Happypills, SingleFTW, Cliques, Babos <3 Great people to be with. Although we are busying with our own stuffs, be it school or personal time, i do hope we will be able to meet when we have time :) Thanks for being part of my life. X
As for those who left, thank you. I learnt an important lesson in life. Facing all sort of people around makes me to be someone stronger. I am not those kind who push people away from me. I love having friends. Its another part of life that everyone appear for an reason. Gaining new experiences and dealing with own emotions. For whatever reason that we dint contact anymore, is you who pushed me away.
LCS
They always say " Don't find love, love will find you itself". Seriously, i still feel kinda amazed. Whatever it is, days have been good with you. I'm feeling myself much more happier and smiling most of the time. You are definitely better than whoever that came before you. I do love and appreciate every single moment we had. Being the typical me, i'm always full of insecurity, high jealousy, sensitive, noisy, emotional. All i need was the assurance to keep me going and all i want is true romance. I'm glad that things been going pretty well for us at the time being. I'm starting to get afraid of losing you. Every love is never smooth without any quarrels. For whatever we gonna faced in the future, hold us tightly and never let go. X
LAST WORD
The world is ending in 21 Dec? I do looking forward in the first place but not now. Who is going to care whether it's ending. Someone more important is coming on his way ! Heard the bells ringing? YESYES!!! Christmas is coming ~ Cheers for another 13 days! HOHOHO! I'm feeling kinda happy and i cant really wait for the day to come ^^ This year had been passing real fast. Last 19 days to a NEW YEAR 2013.
Recent photos with great loves around. <3
Till then :) <3
